Leaving With Joy

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It seems to me that I have a little unfinished business here. Ijaz which is one of my housemates asked me to blog about our home and I am about to fulfill it. So Jaz, your wish is granted. HAHA..

Before I had arrived here, I was completely excited and thought how I will be going to kick some asses. Then, I entered my college and my first impression was "Oh My! This is SO small..". It screwed everything. I bet you guys that my school was 5-6 bigger that this college. I thought I will be lost in this rather huge college but NO I did not and thank God for that.

After that, time to look for my hostel and YES I lost for finding it. It was so far far away and the best part was I had to stay in an old apartment! I said to my mum " Can I get more worst than this? I am paying RM160 per month for this?" You guys must thought exactly like myself, weren't you my 702 housemates? HAHA..

Enough for some babbling, Before I introduce to you my freaking damn hot housemates, I just want to convince my honest and real thoughts when I first stepped to Cheras. I prefer this as my memories entering the college.

1. A very first day, everybody sat together and it was quite bloody hell silence. What you guys did was AWKWARD. You wanted to pee? Awkward. You wanted to eat? Awkward. You wanted to fart? Awkward. Hold it on until your anus fully covered by shit. HAHA..

2. On the same day at night, everybody was standing outside to view the highways which our hostel on the 7th floor. It was so funny to get everybody tried to space the place like a complete idiot. Then, I went to my room, took a pillow, covered my face, laid on bed and laughed out loud. Considered that 8 people wanted to space it. Idiot Idiot. HAHAHA..

3. I was afraid to poops. This was so tragic when I had to hold it until late at night when everybody's sleeping. Hey! Of course you will be ashamed when you entered the toilet and came out about 15-20 minutes with some awesome shit scents.

4. Came to Ramadhan, the best part I think which all of us woke up and had our sahur together. This was my first time and I had a good feeling about it of course.

5. Learned and studied were my favorite time. I can ask questions, opinions, and so much more. We did study dude! And moved to another hostel. Thank God!

Okay I think that is enough before you might get bored for reading too much. Here we go as I have 7 members in my house. They are just awesome in my humble opinion because every moment had tickled me. I abstained not to get amuse by this people but I could not. So here I will be introducing one by one alphabetically.


1. Abdul Muim Mohamed.


You can call him as Muim. He is from Mersing, Johor.

1. He is a good person in and out.
2. Quite humble happens sometimes only.
3. He loves BSB same with myself.

In my opinion, I can get with him because he has something which can get through myself and I like that. He annoys me with his blur attitudes sometimes. Hi Muim? What's up? Do not get mad okay! HAHAHA..

2. Mohammad Firdaus Mohd Rozi.


Can be called as Daus and coming from Desa Petaling, Selangor.

1. A person who will always busy answering account's questions.
2. I can say that he is one of the funniest members in my house.
3. Saving people.

For me, I like when he used to say this to me. " Kau buat la lawak kau, Mat!". HAHAHA.. Sometimes he makes fun of me but I do not care because that makes me laugh actually.

3. Mohammad Sufyan Akif Mohd Salehin.


Can him as Pian will do. He is coming from Kota Bharu, Kelantan.

1. A really kind member with loud-no-voice.
2. Up to date with fashions. Look at the picture.
3. He looks serious but actually he does not.

All in all, what I like about him is that he provides us internet by his broadband. In fact, I am updating this post by using his laptop. Once, he made us laughed badly. Only we knew what had happened. Soooorry Yan. Just joke!. It is good to have one kelantanese in here.

4. Muhammad Amirul Faliq Ibrahim.


Just call him Mirol. He is all away from Kuching, Sarawak.

1. The funniest member in my house.
2. He loves to make everybody sicked and tired.
3. Never been serious when do the talking.

Well, I said he loves to make everybody sickened because of point no. 3. I am the one and only will always get caught with his stuff. Somebody help me please. I might get paranoia with this guy but we all know that he is a good person though.

5. Muhammad Eizzaz Sharif.


Simply been called as Ijaz. Live near to Giant Bt. Caves. Ouh! Come on. Who does not know there? HAHAHA..

1. He attempts to make everybody laughs.
2. Kinda like hot stuff but he does not actually. HAHAHA..
3. Fond to animal as he took care of a couple of hamster.

Basically, he is the one does his job by waking all of us up each and every day. Even though my phone rings loudly, I am dead but he could hear it. That is what I like about him. It is so hard for finding a person which is boy can wake up early. Keep it up Jaz for 2nd semester. HAHAHA.

6. Muhammad Ruzaini Mohd Rosni.


With said we called him as Zaini. Another Johorian from Johor Bahru, Johor.

1. Got to see when he says " whatever!" HAHAHA..
2. As I see, he is one of kind somehow.
3. He has a very flexible face where he can change his face anytime, anyplace, anywhere.

Yes, he is funny only in this picture. Ouh! By the way, he is not what this picture views to you. He has been dared by a girl to do so and he took it and finally looked crazy. HAHAHA.


That is all. Sometimes you might wonder which one of them that I closed to? But I tell you what, I do not own the answer because let us see here and I put you into a situation. You and your best friend together and I will provide you choices. Would you rather be the one who will be shot or the one who does the shooting? Do you find the answer? No? Same goes with me here.

As long as I can get through them, it does not matter what happens. What I know about 8-4-A HOUSE does not have owned any problem. No controversy, no crippled and no abusive matters. I just love the way they are and hope our friendship last forever.

8-4-A Members are :
- Muim.
- Daus.
- Pian.
- Mirol.
- Ijaz.
- Zaini.
- Mamat.
-Trish Stratus.



Love lots.

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I am Down

Over a month I did not update this blog. Do you want my lame excuses? HAHAHA..


Even if the sky is falling DOWN.
- Jay Sean
Remember those walls I built. Well,baby they're tumbling DOWN.
- Beyonce
Please don't give in. I won't let you DOWN.
- Adam Lambert
Get DOWN, get DOWN. And move it all around.
- Backstreet Boys

It took me years a day to find those lyrics. Well, I am down now without no doubt. Serious thought I am ailing now simultaneously with down. HAHA.. Kinda funny, right? I love problems and the way I solve it. Not saying that I like it but it is funny.

When I come across with any problem, no matter what first thing comes up on my mind is that something that need to be thanked. For example, I am going to say “ Ouh.. Okay! Thanks Allah, this is my problem and I am going to solve it” But always not at the last point of the problem. There are thousands of pending problems in my pocket. I drab in it perhaps. I also could not find the answer.

As I stated I like problems are not because I had messed up things but I did sometimes. HAHAHA. No seriously, even though I said it did not mean that I am mean. I preferred it as storylines in my life. My fate and my storylines are the things that made my life. I stand here now because I had embraced my problems even there are still hiding in my pocket some.

The major thing is I do not know the techniques. Yes, I have some techniques in my mind but lame one. So, I need to know the techniques so that I can apply them to solve all of my problems. Did you own your techniques and wanted to share with me? Please! I heard some of you said “ Just pretend stupid “ but that was not what I want.

I already messed up many things through 2010 and made people heartbreaking. I apologize and hope so that we still can be like we used to. If you read this and know that this post is for you, please forgive me. I know you do read my blog.

All of us have gone through this. It is our storylines and fates in life. Just thank to Allah on what we have got and keep praying for the next thing chases behind our back. Take, embrace and stand.

Salam.

I Cannot Abide All People

Sometimes winning does not always mean that we are on the top but it could mean that we are doing better on what we have done before. Praised be to Allah I'd had released my tension a bit on what I waded through. Okay! Enough for some emotional feelings and keep smiling all the way. Owh! I am a faker now.

Seriously I do not know how to abide most people and that is sad. For some reasons, somehow I need to know after all. How exactly we can abide someone? I cannot find the answer and if you do, congrats!. I did some research by myself, again that is sad and I found the way to learn it. Something like we were walked on tiptoes when get surrounded by tall people. Are you willing to walk on tiptoes? If you do, it is just a futile because you aren't tall after that. All you get are humiliations because you are the one who humiliates your own self.

I am not saying that it is too easy to satisfy or tolerate with everybody. It comes to an abrupt way. Quite time now, I feel dead and I keep motivating myself not to dwell in the past otherwise I will be regretting it. I abstain myself before do anything that really makes no sense and the result is YES I FAILED! What a shock isn't it? HAHAHA..

I am afraid of one thing and sure it is when people get me wrong and say that I am alienated everybody from someone else. A researcher has found that actually the one who feels that himself/herself is being alienate is not because of others' curse or whatsoever but because of oneself. So, that is why I am afraid to be labelled as a backstabber. If you really know me I think you never thought of that I guess. HAHAHA.. And by the way, that researcher was me. TMTH isn't it? HAHAHA..

Honestly I abhor everybody that comes to me and blames me with shits all the time. This statement indicates to NOBODY. Please do not get me wrong. I am sicked and tired live with full of craps. The one who is going to suffer is myself, my body, my soul, my everything so please I am begging you to stop end this. Just want to let you know, I also abhor racism. HAHAHA.



This is so TRUE.

Somehow, I found this song was bawled my eyes. Try to read this lyric and you will find it as good.

Masihkah ada sekelumit belas?
Mengemis kasihMu, Tuhan
Untukku berpaut dan bersandar
Aku di sinikan tetap terus mencuba
Untuk peroleh cintaMu
Walau ranjaunya menusuk pedih.

How is that?

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Eid Mubarak

Finally we reach once again Eid Mubarak. We have been fasting over a month now and this time is our time to celebrate our victory. Yea. Only for those who were fasting completely. Opps. Sorry girls. HAHAHA. Just joke because I know you were not fasting for some reasons. Chill okay! HEHEHE.

On this time, I want to apologise if I have done any mistake towards you. I did not mean to hurt you. Yes maybe I did in some circumstances but it could be I did it on purpose. Arghhh. Whatever it is, I AM SORRY. Hope you will accept my apology in any way you like to. I really regret it.
Okay, finished phase 1. Now I want to share with you on what I have got last week. HEHEHE. It was really freaking awesome. I did not expect of getting those but I got it somehow. Seriously because I thought in college life, I would never seen this 'transaction' ever again. But still typical of human. I think it indicates more to girls. HAHAHA. Please forgive me.

Want to see it. HAHAHA. You better wish for it because I'm not going to show to you. KIHKIHKIH. I will show to you. And please forgive me once again. ( Does this post is an apology post ). HAHAHA. Okay okay. Let us get this straight. The thing is I have got Eid Mubarak cards from two girls in my class.

I felt good so bad on that day. I thought they held me for a while just wanted to ask something or made any plan during holiday but what I was expected did not right. Yea. Thank you very much for giving me those cards. It really made my day and made me happy.





Nice isn't it? HAHAHA. Ehh, wait a second dude. Do you see something? Let us zoom for more clear statement in this picture.





It's TRISH! It's TRISH!. Thanks for made me more happier than ever. It seems like everybody knows that I am the Trish Stratus #1 fan. HAHAHA. Well, Trish rules. Whoa! To keep things save, I won't tell you who gave me these cards because they did not know that I am blogging about this. I keep it silent. :p

Last, I just want to wish Happy Eid Ul-Fitr guys. May Allah bless you in all you do along the days on Hari Raya.
Enjoy it with your family and seek for their forgiveness.

Once again I am asking for your apology and remember that yang baik datang dari Allah s.w.t. dan yang buruk datang dari aku. Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

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