Assalamualaikum
Actually I have decided to celebrate the 5th Anniversary of my blog which happens to be on 1st August 2014. The thing that I wanted to do last year but I did not do because maybe I had no enough channels to let my friends know that it has been many years and my blog is still strong. Strongly alive! Since I have an Instagram account so this may be a great channel for me to celebrate my blog as well as to let my new friends know that I am a blogger and writing is one of the things that I really love doing and I am truly passion about.
On every Saturday, I will be posting a print-screened picture or any pictures I have uploaded in this very blog. Since I know there would be no one to read the entry, I will just have to write a little bit of what the entry is all about, what the main gist that I wanted to tell whenever I posted entries etc.
You know, I have selected few of my entries to share on the next Saturdays. As I read back all the entries, actually, I am quite surprised and amazed with my writings. How I have developed my writing skills, how they have evolved, how I have changed as an individual. And honestly I think, my vocab and grammar are getting so much better.
When I started to blog in English, I didn't care what people might say. I just wanted to write and luckily, I knew Mustaain and Anis because they always read books, novels, maybe any English materials. When I read their blogs, I got the adrenaline rush to be one of them. And of course it has been a habit of mine to be a copycat and do whatever they did. So, I started spending many Ringgit to buy novels, I read a lot of books and it brought me the place where I am now. There were times when I asked my friends "What do you think about my English?" They always supported me, always gave me honest opinions. That's what friends do, right?
As I looked around for entries to share, I read my writings, I realize how big of an impact reading books has made me. Unfortunately for me, I am not be able to write like that anymore. It is just that it has been many years I didn't read English novels, almost 3 years to be exact. Of course, my grammar is getting better because I learn it over time. But my biggest concern is vocabulary, whether I want to improve or is it okay for me to slightly know a small part of English language. And honest to God, I didn't understand some of the words I wrote a few years ago. I need to start fresh la after this. Maybe it has been many years like I said before.
Besides, there are a lot of entries too I really feel like deleting them for good. But I keep saying to myself to let them be, I believe that, that was past of me and it may act as a sense for me to abstain myself from doing or posting ever again like those demonic and maniacal alike entries in the history of blogger.com hahahaha. They say "people grow up" and apparently, I grew up too.
Salam.
Live blogging is created by me to let you know that I am updating this blog by using a phone. Not once in my life I updated my blog using a smart phone. Live blogging also indicates short updates, certainly it would keep me posting more entries for my loyal fans. Muahh i love you oll! :)
Short update.
Within these 10 months, I want to achieve few goals.
1. Being able to learn more about Islam and any perspectives related to it.
2. Having a great shape of body. I am getting fat now that is for sure.
3. Being selected into Dean's List section.
4. Celebrating the 5th anniversary of this blog.
I don't know if you notice it or not but 10 months from now is the end of this year. So basically, 2 more semesters for me to bring my A game and put a lot of effort into it. Last semester was like a trial. First time entering into a university and fighting for letting myself to be able to tip toe during the studies. So, starting from this semester onwards, I guess I should know how it will go and how am I going to live as well.
And this year would be the 5th anniversary of my blog. I am glad that this blog runs beautifully. I should tell you now that I had plenty of entries drafted. I have the idea but I guess what makes me keep them from posting is that I hate the writings that I made. It is so lame and can be placed in the trash can immediately.
What about my body? This is really getting out of hand. I should lose weight. About this particular goal, I don't want to talk because I will be updating it every month if I had the time.
Til then, goodbye.
Salam.
Last few years, I kept posting several entries about my results for diploma final examinations. And hey, what a better idea to keep 'em going for degree as well! Hahaha. Before I let you guys to know my results, I just have one thing to say.
Alhamdulillah. You know what, I feel so grateful for this semester's result. I truly am! Because I did not give it all out when I answered the question papers. I was so afraid of the outcomes. I did realize that once I entered into a university, the pressure was real, the pain was undeniable, being alongside with smart people killed and it forced me to bring my A game every time I had to present myself.
Where did it go? Confidence, I need you.
I used to be talkative in most classes, be known, let everyone fear for my presence. Yes, there were times when,
Lecturer: Miss bagi markah yang highest dulu.
Classmates: Rahmat.. Rahmat.. Rahmat..
I am not saying that I was good back then but that happened. I certainly, cannot expect that would happen again during my degree studies but I kind of hoping, but why? Please let me know the answer.
I scored 4A's, 3B's and a C.
First, BEL492.
I already knew at the beginning that I would score this subject no matter what. Anyone that knows anything at all about me would know why is this subject easy for me to score. When I heard about this subject, I said to myself "This is your thing! Go for it!". First presentation was good, I managed to get 33/40. When it came to the second one, I thought I did bad. But when my lecturer, Prof Din decided to comment on our performance, how well we did, she asked everyone the same question over and over again. "You think you did better first or second?". Given to understand that I was so anxious on the second assessment, I replied to her, "the first one". "No, you did better on second. You did Short-term Decision Making. Your introduction was good, your points were very good in fact I gave you full marks for your points. Okay, but you can still improve, huh? Don't be too satisfied with that." She certainly meant that my marks were better than first one! I recorded it. I can listen it to you guys if you don't believe me. :P And Alhamdulillah, aced it with an A.
Second, CTU553.
I had so much respect for Prof Asma' Ali. What I love about her was her unwavering relationship. No one could hate this professor. You know, the first class, most of us were so afraid to enter into her classes because she has this undeniable looks that makes you feel like "Okay, don't be mad at me!". Just a moment when she opened her mouth, she was so hilarious. Ya Allah, trust me! We laughed, we talked, we shared our opinions towards religious matters. I mean, what about ethnic relations had nothing to do with religious matters but we were so proud to be taught by her. And it was so special to be able to work and learn so much from her. And please trust me, she was so so so hilarious during our final class. Good sense of humor, I liked it. Thank you, Ustazah for giving me an A and 2 Cloudnines, you always made your classes so much fun.
Third, PSA420.
Madam Razinah oh Madam Razinah. The best public sector accounting lecturer ever. She made me love to score my paper. The way she taught was absolutely simple, and working. We even got to finish all the syllabus earlier that what had stated in the course outline and we actually got what she taught. Make no mistakes about it, she taught us on her terms. She knew what she was doing. You know, there were 3 classes combined for her class, the best thing was when were trying to get noisy, she regularly said "Okay, diam sekejap" and it went that way for several time, for a while. She said the words then she laughed. How were we supposed to diam when she laughed? Hahahaha. Thank you for an A as well, madam. I love public sector accounting now because of you. You made it simple. Thank you! :)
Fourth, MGT543.
Dr. Pau, one of my personal favorites lecturers. She assigned our teams/group members, and because of that I was be able to know a lot of people from different classes. Lucky me, I was paired with two girls who were not from my class. I tell you something, if she had us to choose our own team members, I would have never got the chance to know and work with different people with different backgrounds. It was awkward at the beginning but we managed to get through all the assessments well. To be honest, since I was working with the girls, I had gone to Kolej Melati (girls' hostel) to discuss our project together for quite sometimes. About the class, it was like diploma years all over again. If you came late to the class, you were going to entertain all the classmates. You would have to sing, act and story tell if that is okay. Anything, as long as it is entertaining. Seorang tak datang, satu kumpulan kena. I was once coming late and I did not want to sing, nooo, oh hell noooo! I told them few stories of mine and they enjoyed it. Only that matters to me. Thank you, Dr Pau for forcing us, challenging us to adapt with new friends, environment and giving me an A.
I think that's enough. I used to update my results only and not to brag about these things. Hahahahaha. Whatever it is, I am so thankful for the result that I had. It made me realize how to prove and mend myself next time. About my pointer, I must say that it is a good start for my degree. I hope to have more for upcoming semesters. Doa aku Allah selalu dengar, itu yang rasa macam nak nangis itu. Alhamdulillah for the result. Semoga terus sukses pada masa akan datang.
Berpuasa Nazar, hari pertama.
Salam.
This year would be the 5th year of my blog. Nothing new, pretty much the same.
I will try hard to keep it updated.
*I HATE EVERY WORD IN ABOVE SENTENCE*
I have changed my blog's layout. It was funny because at first, I thought maybe I should let my blog the way it was before but these two hands just could not stand it. It is good, and you know what they say? New is always better. Oh what the hell? Layout je pun.
I will update soon. I "promise".
#nowplaying The One by Backstreet Boys.
Blogging mood : Terrific! :)
Assalamualaikum.
If you noticed my previous post, I put a picture and I guess you may know what and how big of an impact that drama had influenced us, especially those who loved F4.
It started when there were claims confirming that Meteor Shower was going to star in our sky. To be honest, I was one of the people who wanted to see it. I went outside of my house, waited for a few minutes and it got really scary, I got chills so I went back inside. Basically, I just read those updates on Twitter. Still nothing big happened, it was not published in the newspaper or any electronic devices so I want to have my few minutes back. Why? Because I was bitten by the mosquitoes and I was scared (though I made it so) looking at the sky.
Okay, now back to the reason why I uploaded the picture at the first place. As I mentioned before, it all started with these meteor shower claims. Then just the day after, I came to notice that I had a complete set of season 1 and season 2 of Meteor Garden. I remember in the year of 2002, my sister had to pay a lot of money buying these 2 seasons. I just thought that I should watch it again, you know just for pleasuring myself since I am about to continue my studies after this, 15 days away!
The main point I am blogging right now is not to blab about the drama. If you miss the story and casts especially the boys, I would lend you.
Then I google-d to know the "progeny" of their careers now. Then, there was a link addressing me to their reunion early this year, to be more specific, Chinese New Year celebration. It tore me up to see they united after all these years pursuing their own interests.
I may not have a firm grasp on sensing the perfect bonding of a relationship among friends but when I watched the video, I had this one feeling, a feeling I could not describe. All I know is why can't I ever have to feel it?
Ah! mengada lah pulak aku ini.
I strongly recommend you guys to watch it. Just for fun, dwelling back on our past memories. But please do not get carried away like me. Muahaha..
I just want to express my opinion about friendship. Given to observe theirs makes me want to make a good call about friendship soon. All you have to do is waiting for the next post to come.
Owh! you know what they say, Imma give ya real good!
And I thought of selecting Mandarin as third language subject in my degree studies. What do you think about it? The truth is I want to choose other language i.e Arab, Korean, French etc instead of Mandarin but I guess there is no room since we live in Malaysia and I know it is not a must but somehow I feel like I am obligated to take it. It is okay, nothing to lose!
2013 F4's reunion.
I think I have a problem scaling the size of the pictures. Maybe because I haven't been blogging for a quite long time. And my writing, I should develop its skill. It takes time, InsyaAllah I'll improve my writing. Well, I am a novice blogger to say the least. :P
See you soon! Salam.
0628 a.m. :)
I had a fine conversation with my niece just now.
"Nak masuk belajar dah ke, Paksu? Mesti boring kan? Hahahaha"
I replied
"Nak masuk sekolah kan esok? Mesti seronok kan? Hahahahahahahahaha"
You know what they say, "you get what you give".
Hi, everyone! Assalamualaikum.
Since I have nothing to update, LET'S ASSUME someone will read this post and suggest me good topics so that I can discuss/blab them with you guys and I tell you it should be good topics otherwise I won't do it. And I have to tell you how much I miss blogging. I didn't blog because I had no interesting topics. Even though I should have many like my amazing life, beautiful rides, my diploma studies et cetera. There were some reasons why I couldn't get it posted i.e. I had no photographs to make them valuable and much more fascinating.
One of the main reasons was it really has been a while I didn't read English books, journals, articles, novels so it's a little bit hard for me to write. InsyaAllah I'll try my best to make this blog a new and improved one!
And I have a great thing to share. Wait for it! Here's the clue.
Got it? :)
#PrayForEgypt
Salam.
First and for most. :) Salam.
I am currently on diet, the same, exact thing I'll be doing for every semester break.
Before I get started, it seems to me that I have to tell you guys something regarding "to". Okay, here goes nothing. After using "to", you have to put the root words, basically. Yes, if you are using right sentences, you can use regardless of "-ing". For example, "I want to eat". It's correct. There's no chance of saying "I want to eating"! And if you're smart to use "to", you'd get to differ when and how to use it. Example, "I'd kill when it comes to eating". See the difference? If you do, you're good!
Back to my story.
Alhamdulillah. I think the cat is out of the bag. Yes, I have been officially promoted to the Dean's list section.
I have waited for so long to be on the list at least once. I keep praying and praying and now the time has come. After 5 semesters of hardworking and effort, Alhamdulillah, Allah listened to my doa and granted it. I keep praying five time a day so that I can convey my wishes to Allah. After that, I let Allah do the rest.
One of my goals in life is that I really want make my family proud. And if I can get that, a big part of my life is already a success.
Talk about this, I have always been fascinated to grab the Dean's list. It is a lie if anyone says that they never have wanted it. To make it short, I am glad to have it and I will try harder for the upcoming semester. Alhamdulillah again, this is going to be my last semester. I hope everything is shifting on the right track.
Bermimpi...
I don't know how to express my feelings then without any warning, I personally believe that blog is the best place.
I don't like to grieve myself but I should probably start dreaming the impossibilities. Maybe it will turn out to be reality. As what I have storied above, I know it was impossible for me to grab the Dean's but what the hell? I got it with tons of prayers. Allah listens, trust me! *I know I shouldn't put what the hell over there at the first place.*
So, there are impossible things I have been dreaming lately.
First, I have sent an instant message to Miss Sarah to convince her to remain me in the same class. I also had mentioned that it is not my intention to sure that I will be in Section 1 because the result that I got blaaa.. blaaa.. blaaa.. but at some point, you just have got to go and state what you want if you see it best for your own and future. And lucky me, she seems to give me a green light. Now, my time to convey this wish to Allah.
The main reason, no others as big as this reason is because I hate competitive class. I know you guys may think that competition is good whatsoever but I really am comfortable now to stay in this class.
She also replied "InsyaAllah, I tak tukar". yahooooooo!
So, I hope it is a success.
Second, this is a larger than life of big impossible too. I plan to go to Australia or UK to continue my studies after I complete my diploma. I told my mother about this, since having a scholarship is a big NO for me. At least you need to score CGPA of 3.4 but it seems to me that I have a slight problem of it. What to do? I suggested to apply for loan like I did for diploma. They (my family) seem okay about it.
Then I came across of thinking that it may cost a lot of money.
They told me "Duit boleh cari. Kau belajar saja". I bawled my eyes out!
They made me strength to go abroad by saying that they cannot send me but will be there when I am about to graduate etc. You know what? That makes me so excited to study abroad. But you know they say that every cloud has a silver lining. And if it is not happening, then I should not give up and continue here in Malaysia.
Plus, it is not easy. The procedures, examinations must be tough. Like I said, I dream the impossibilities. If it happens, I will go for it.
By the way, I got the Dean's List by a tiny margin. That is why I don't want it to be exposed to everybody. I know somehow, somewhere, someone MIGHT say this "Alaaaaaaaa, maybe it was a fluke he got the Dean's". Well, I talk and they talk. I do not know, maybe.
Okay, I think it is enough. Till then, Assalamualaikum. See you soon...
P/S : And Siti Aisyah Zainal, please remind me to belanja you anything you want at Komasa. I already made a promise to myself if I get an A for BEL313, I need to belanja you since you helped me printing the articles. You remember, don't you?
