I am back and hmmmm..

Salam to all of you.

I have no idea why I am posting this entry. It has been awhile since the day I posted my last entry in March, well 9 months to be exact.

I have nothing to do for now, I want to give my thought about English. Yeah! Puke people, puke all over right now! " Look at him! He tries to show off about something he rather does not competent. Let's cover our ears" Laugh people, LAUGH! Sorry, that's the only thing I wonder whether these people would do when they read my blog.

About last week, Kemahiran Insaniah programme. I adore when the students were participated for the mocking interview held by the facilitators. No, I hate the interview part but I loved listening to their comments especially when they were required to state their comments in English. This really caught my eyes for sure. I'd kill to see how competent they're to ever compare with me   when it comes to speaking in front of the audience.

No offense but hmm.. How am I going to say? I am not saying that I am the best but ahhhh I should give it a rest. I am not trying to condemn or bury you alive but the persons that did a great job were Kak Farah and Raidah. The rest were trying to ...... AHHHHHH! You know what, I really want to slap them across the face and say "Hey you! Wake up! It's not that hard to learn English or even communicate." 

I am going to stop here. I believe whoever reads this will get mad. 

Just Do Not Cross The Line!

Hi and Assalamualaikum.
Wow, it has really been awhile we haven't met each other. Like who cares? No one reads my blog. :/


Happy March, people. :)


Now, back to my title. 


This semester has been a really great Roller Coaster for me. The ups and downs are just well being good and frustrating. There are lots of tickled moments and worst nightmares to be adapted. But, for someone like me, I really have no idea where is the right time to adapt things that I have been through though. This is a thing that I hate the most when I have to think and choose the perfect time. THAT ONE TIME!.


I really want to talk about all the frustrations that I had for this semester. I had a lot, I mean A LOT of frustrations. You guys might think that I shouldn't be posting about this at the first place but it's just too much to handle. 


I would not mention any name or what had happened here and that is my promise. I just want to emphasize what I had this pass weeks or months or whatsoever.


It hurts me when everybody did not want to show at least a little bit of commitment. Was it hard for you so that you would have to sacrifice your life to give me just a small commitment? What hurts more when I was the only one who busted my ass off like hell to think, clarify, find, choose, message, inform, run, everything to get something done? Really people?


I got my mood swing. I even did not talk that much, I did not eat that much, and I did not sleep that much because of thinking about everything. I swear to God, I just prepared for any consequences to come. I even had a backup for anything to come!


Now I'm going to talk some trash. You better listen.


I mean come on! What makes you dominate? Certain people, have their destiny to disrespect me! But the worst of them all is all of you people. You seem to have a short memory, forgetting who I am and what I've done! All of the sacrifices I have made, whether tearing everything out of my knees, whether having blood and tears! But I have been abused every single time by you idiots! All sacrifices I made,I have been inspired and have tried my best to perform.


So, you're going to make my job very easy to forget about all of you people. That would be our last time cooperate in a team. I am sick and tired of being used! Enough is enough. I hate it when I was the only one who cared. 


What inspired me? My housemates. I was so lucky to have friends that can inspire me and be there for me whenever needed. They said that I was too kind. Yeah, literally, I go with them and figuratively, I am still the same. But I've changed now because next semester, I will never let you to be in my team. Ouchh, kinda hurt?


It took years for me to think about this. But there's nothing to bitch about at the moment.

I do not think that I'm giving up.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS!
I JUST CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE.

Finally!

Hello and Assalamualaikum.


I don't feel like blogging these few days. Huh? I guess you can say "these few months". HEH!


Semester 4 has started about two weeks. As usual, lots of confidence have to be gained as soon as possible to keep me on the track. Classes have gone pretty well too. Just in case you wonder about it or not, who cares? 


PLEASE give me strength, The Almighty.


I feel so fragile and soon to be broken, indeed. 


They might say how fine I am when it comes to making any jokes and making people laugh. One thing never crosses their minds is how hard does it take to cover everything to show that I am okay? Simple. I will never ever try to show sorrows or how miserable my life is. TO THEM.


Rahmat is still Rahmat.
Mamat is still Mamat.
Kebi is still Kebi.


In and out, before and after, start till the end. I'll be forever be this person, as bad ass as I can.


Said, what's the point of sharing something if there's nobody interested to listen?. Especially, problems?. If there is any, they just want to know and listen, but help to solve? Positively zero.


Thanks to my friends who understand me.

Be back about few months. HAH! No, few days. You can count on me, at least now. Or forever not.


Salam. :)

Tempted To Say III

Image credit to this.
Salam and Good Evening.


First thing first, this will be a long entry and please leave if you're not willing to read. That's so simple as you don't have to waste your time. I made posts just for those who wanted to read it.


A distinctive post I might say for this time. I usually update something which does not relate to other post but this time, it does. And guess what? It relates to these posts; Semester 1 and Semester 2. You have read it, right? So, you must know how well it went before this one starts. Let's have it starting, shall we?


Semester 3 has just finished about a week ago. As usual, I will giving my thoughts about my classmates. I hope the one who requested this enjoy as his wish is granted. I have stated that this will long but as a good blogger, I will try my best to abbreviate so that it will not be too boring or whatsoever. I always questioned to myself with this " Will my post suffice readers the most? ". But, who cares about my blog, anyway?


I have been in this class for two consecutive semesters. I never thought of having it consecutively! Every moment had tickled and hurt me in many ways. I believe this is what we call the process of learning. Besides, what conceives something on my mind is I am surrounded with these smart ass people for a whole semester to work, learn, discuss or even be friend with. Well, I guess smart has its own privileges! I'm saying this because a majority of them are Dean's. How about me? I was so close to get it but it's okay because Allah wants me to put more effort for next time, perhaps.


For this semester, I had twenty two awesome classmates. Early of the semester, I was reluctantly afraid comparing I was so scared when I remember about my second semester because for the first time in my life entered the first class. I managed to survive it made me feel that it's all about the feelings. If you know how to overcome the barriers, sure you'll be survived. Nevertheless, stepping into this class has changed the landscape of my life.


Now, let's talk about my classmates, gentlemen first.


I have 7 grown men in the class but they'd never act like what they're supposed to be. Have you ever heard that men take more time to be matured? That's why we had acted like this at the first place. But they are being serious when it comes to studying. It makes me feel like how tremendous that they had magically turned to be great politicians! It just never practically ends. Not to be mentioned that all of them have tasted the Dean's except only me. It seems like my wish is unlikely to be fulfilled; my fond hope to be one. By the way, they are Saiful, Faeiz, Zaidi, Pitek, Afiq and Eizzaz.


Saiful is undoubtedly one of the best students along the way. He is smart and I preferred to ask him anything regarding to cost accounting subject. He just knows how to teach me. That's what I like about this guy. He's not just smart but he has everything. Faeiz, the stupendous guy. I wonder how he could get high carry marks. That shows something to me that he has his own secret weapon. But, he's smart too, no doubt. Next, Zaidi ( love to be called as Don ). He's the one that stuck with me like 24/7. Well, what I can say about this guy is he's too kind, I mean really really kind. If you ask him to help you, he will. He has his own personality; such a mild guy in my humble opinion. Pitek has been my friend for over two semesters now. He'd sit next to me for almost of the classes. Talking to him was never boring as I'd have never had enough topics to talk about. It just never ends. Afiq? How annoying! Sorry bo, just teasing with you. Seriously, I miss to talk to him. I do remember when we were studying for final examinations. We're always neglecting each other when we came to the point of discussing answers. Last, Eizzaz. I really want to apologize. I can't abide with disturbance which means I hate it when somebody bothers me when I'm learning. It's distracting and the reason I apologize is it's my fault sometimes. They bothered me but I didn't realize how the annoyed when I bothered them in the class. Eizzaz is one of a kind, though.


Girls.


Literally 16 flowers, yeah! I love to say that like it or not, I have talked to all of them. Amazing, isn't it? No? Well, you never know how it feels. I just like finding the talkative girls because just in case I'm ashamed to start doing the talking, they will get it started. Since it's a quite big number, I have no idea how am I going to compress it. Let me put it by grouping ( if possible ), or else it will be more complicated.


Aisyah, Kak Farah, AJ and Nisha are smart and powerful girls in my class. They clearly show that girls can prove and kick ass too. They might not be slick as what we see on their appearances but if they have taken their moves, you will be stunned! Maisara and Fa are two best friends. Every time I turned, they'd be together. It was hard to meet them. I even had no time to meet them in the examination hall. The good thing about them is they always asked me whether I am doing good, how damn we miss each other and whatnot. They said that I'm so funny, I take it as compliment, girls. They're caring!


Next, Dede, Iekha, Eeka, Fiqah. Last semester, I've seen the ability of Dede ( the confidence in herself ) talking. This semester, I had fought endlessly with her. If I didn't have enough topics to talk to Pitek, I have enough energy to talk to her. She's a self-professed girl, enough said! Iekha, she helped me through out this semester. I have learned so many things with her. Every time I got caught with troubles especially regarding to examination papers, sure I called and asked questions. Fiqah? Eventhough she's a nice girl, she owes me something. She still owes me a batik cake! And I want it right after Semester 4 is about to start. Alright, Fiqah? I remember something about Eeka. She changed my perceptions when she paved the way how to study. She might not be the best among us but how she implemented to be one is what I like the most about her.


It's hard for me to see Fatin gets bored and fallen asleep. And what happened for this semester is she did it couple of time, with successful. If she bored, everybody knew there's something wrong with the class or lecturers. Nadiah, as usual loves to laugh. Even I didn't know what she's laughing at, I'd laugh too. It's something like a spirit possesses me to laugh. She's cool while Pika Azmi wasn't that cool because I was impressed to see she prepared for final exam. That's just me especially afraid of someone that puts more effort rather than what I think she/he capable of. And so does Sara. Thanks to her for freaking me out. But really, she made notes, asked questions here and there and I hate to say this but both Pika and Sara have strangled me that they put things into perspective. Finally, Zana and Nina. I believe they are best friends. They are lucky to have each other to rely on. Surely, everything will go well to them. And Zana, please stop saying "Meoww!"

Since I wasn't given the pictures, I can't upload more pictures but this one is looking good, kan? I edited it ( HAHA, no! my friend edited it ) That's all folks. The one who requested this post is in this picture. Clue? The same two faces in this picture. 

And this is Miss Hana Halim. My Law lecturer, one of the best lecturers. I want to mention about her in my blog because she's no longer a lecturer at my college. what can I tolerate with her is that she understands youth's world. As a teenager, everything that she did was acceptable. Basically ( word that she used frequently ), she was smart enough to determine and explain the cases that contain a lot of inconvenience.


My housemates and I ratified the words that frequently applied by Miss Hana like basically, by hook or by crook, thank you for attending and etc. Sorry, Miss. We're not trying to upset you but we just noticed it. And sorry for copyrighting your image too. :)


We just want to say thank you for giving us some thoughts about the principle of law. You have done such a great job at lecturing. We feel proud of your success is going to be a lawyer soon and we just hope everything will run perfectly for you. We also want to wish you the best in all future endeavors.


Lastly, I don't know how to say this but let's put it this way, IF I have no chance to be in the same class with you guys for the upcoming semester, I just want to say that this has been a great great great wheel for me. I love to study with you all and our learning environment. Everything is just perfect! Sometimes, I think Dean's class has to be shared with people who deserve it. If Allah wills it, we'll be meeting again soon.


p/s : I don't know what happens to my blog. I mean the gaps between paragraphs look pathetic!
Thanks you for your time. Wooww! I busted my ass to have this post. 
See you soon.
:D

How About This?

Salam. Gosh! It really took me long time to update my blog. Proudly to say that I am back now. It has been about 3 months. Welcome back, Mat.

Well, I feel like writing in Malay today. How's that? HEH!

Mari kita mulakan entri ini. HAHA. *puking*

Exam baru sahaja habis. Jadi, aku baru ingat yang aku dah lama tak update blog aku ni. Nak kata sibuk sangat pun taklah sebab waktu exam tu bukannya aku tak online. Cuma rasa malas nak buka blogger.com ni. Kalau kau nak aku lebih jujur pun boleh. Lepas saja aku ada Twitter akaun ni, masa aku lebih banyak dekat situ bandingkan dengan Facebook. Entahlah. Mungkin lebih seronok untuk tweet setiap masa. Siapa pun tak kisah apa kau nak merapu dekat situ.

Bila masuk topik exam, mesti semua malas nak fikir dah. Sebab apa? Takut? Kita sudah cuba yang terbaik kan? Redha sajalah sekarang ni. Aku pun dah malas nak cerita pasal benda tu lagi. Tapi, aku rasa semester ni lagi susah daripada semester-semester yang lepas. Memang susah atau aku yang main-main sampai tak sedar exam nak muncul. Aduhh, bila lah aku nak merasa kasih dan belai dekan? HAHA..

Masalahnya, kawan kawan semua dah perfect dah. Semuanya future dekan ( even some of them are ) tapi entah lah. Aku tak pandai nak gunakan diorang kot. Dahlah! Yang lepas, lepas lah kan? Nak bising pun dah tak guna lagi.

Wait! Can I stop right there? I feel strange. By the way, I will try my ass off like hell to find pictures so that they can be uploaded soon. Sorry for my friends because I had no chance to meet you guys right after the examination finished. To be honest, I did have chance but I blew it. HAHAHA. I'll be updating about our class soon. Don't worry 
( especially Zaidi who suffers to read it ) because I'll inform you.

Salam. See you on the next post.

:)

Before I get this finished, which one do you prefer the most? English or Malay?

Saturday Night.

Hello and Assalamualikum.

Happy 21st Ramadhan! I wanted to have a post for Ramadhan but I just could not manage to do it. I am so so sorry for not updating my blog for almost a month. Things keep me too busy around here. How does fasting treat you so far? Well, I hope you everything is going to end up well as we are almost at the climax of Ramadhan.

Sometimes, I envy my housemates because they are so excited to go back to their houses but for me, Eid Mubarak would turn exactly, totally and completely the same way like I had last year ( every year actually ). They said there are lots of differences celebrating Eid between ourselves. But I still feel lucky though for having my family.

Okay, I do have something to be told. And of course it is not about MGT215 examination. Let bygones be bygones. I accept it no matter how much I hate this has come in myself but it has. Even though I hate to say that they had trying the best to make everybody smile but what I like the most is the effort and I appreciate it. Needless to say, I am sorta satisfied with it.

I just want to say that I had a great night last night. My housemates, Mirol, Zaini and Yul and I went to Masjid India to go shopping. Well, the truth is we just accompanied Zai to buy his Baju Melayu. We started at 5 when I was busy with my sleeping moment and they woke me up and asked whether I could join them at the first place.

I didn't want to go but I was afraid to be called as "tebu". You know there's  one quote sounds like " menanam tebu di tepi bibir ". I was the one who planned and turned out, I didn't go. I have my pride and I won't be embarrassed. The word "tebu" is so popular right now in my hostel as we keep saying that to members who tend to break their promises. HAHA. Please don't copy that word because it is our legal jargon. :)

We broke our fast at Burger King and yeah, you can have it your way. Then after "we" performed our Maghrib prayer, we walked around Masjid India to find the place that offers special promotion for Eid. It took us about 45 minutes to find one. Zaini wanted to have his cream colour of it and the rest of us had been in league with him.

As the pictures go on, I will story a bit about what had happened.

This picture indicated the situation when everybody seemed like busying with shopping to celebrate Eid. It was so crowded.

 This is my new housemate, Yul. He wanted to have pictures in my blog and he'd have it. The funny thing was I took this photo without realizing that there's something wrong with that Baju Melayu where it supposed to be in a good arrangement when we took something to make it display just for good.

This kakak was there to make sure we had our own time and helped Zaini to pick his desired colour of Baju Melayu. He loves this kakak so much as she gave him profit too much that you'd never get.

But first, she told him to try the size before picking any colour he wanted. Mirol and Yul were there for nothing except just want to have pictures of their own.

I want to have pictures of my own too. HAHAHA. While he was trying his Baju Melayu, Mirol and I went for looking another promotion just wanted to feel the excitement of Eid Ul-Fitr. This was only an acting, people. We just pretended to slip over the shirts without having an intention to buy it. When a worker tried to serve us, we put that shirt back and ran away. HAHA. Epic fail.

TADAAAA.. This is our Eid boy. That baju is awesome. Serious thought.

Then we called Nadia and asked whether she's still at Sogo because we would to go there by walking. HAHA. This picture shows how much we care about each other. We held hands tight so that we can cross the road with no harm and whatnot. You guys should follow this kind of step as we are human beings cannot expect things to happen. 

Everybody was looking at us but we didn't care too much. The safeness is what we care the most. :'). It does not matter if we are labelled as (you what I'm talking about) because we are not. HAHA.

Me, Yul, Ad, Nadia aka Jessie J and Mirol.

Before we went home, we took our picture. Sadly, Zaini, Miey and Ned weren't there with us.

Before I get this entry ended, I would like to say something. You know what? Sometimes I wonder am I too arrogant?

Most of  the people said that way as I don't get along with them when I meet them. I don't know why but I used to talk a lot. When I come to meeting with new friends, that is my type not to start the conversation first. I know this will make you puke or feel corny or fishy or whatsoever, but I am shy! HAHAHAHA.

I apologize for Miey and Ad if I didn't talk last night. I have never had a conversation with you so I don't feel like talking too much. I used to talk to Nadia and Ned so I don't think I need to be quiet when I'm with them. :)

Link to straight to their blogs.
Zaini
Yul
Ad

Well, that's it. See you next time. :)

Say What?

Hello and Assalamualaikum, people.

First thing first, I am sorry for not updating my blog like so long. What? Yes, I know I am breaking my promise. Seems like I am not good in keeping promise. It has been a week, isn't it? But who cares? HAHA.

I do not want to be over-the-hill or whatsoever but I have received lots of compliments said that I am a good person. My mouth could say " Yes, indeed! I am one of the kind " but deep down inside, only Allah knows the real me. Thing to say that I am not that good or that bad. D you want to see how bad I am? This post will show you the real me if you are talking something trash.

So, I shall be giving you the event of some people talking to me and what I would say deep down inside. Do not be touched because it is just me. See what kind of man I am.

1. Opinion

Everybody has made mistakes, right? " Mamat, you're always making mistakes! " Yes, I've made mistakes, you've made mistakes. Even your parents made mistake for not using birth control!

See, how good I am?. How sweet is that? Listen and get the idea of it. People tend to do mistakes. We all have made mistakes. So, we do not have any point to put someone on his or her place when he or she makes mistakes. Normal people do make mistakes. At least, if you've found something equally guilty then you're deserved to blame or even get that person suspended. Get the idea now, do you?

2. Act

Ohh My Goodness! I love it and I am pretty good in acting though, people. Take note of that so that  you won't get caught soon :). My best part is when I act like smiling but it is all fake! The truth is I do not even believe I can do that. You know something, man? There are times I think that something stands for its privileges! But thanks for you for making it gross, worst or even eerie. I cannot blame you because you've your own way to be on the spotlight. And you know what? There were times I said it silently to you and it sounds like this " I don't even care if you're Britney Spears or Lady Gaga, NOBODY is gonna take my spotlight. Okay? " LOL. I feel the mamatfaction ( satisfaction ) ya know? Cause I know that I joked about it.

3. Talk

Gosh! I love to lie to people especially when someone lies to me first. I do not mind if you want to lie something to my face but please lie something that makes sense or something that has its own proof. Please do not lie something which I think as hard as shit to believe or ratify. Do you clear up a little bit? No? I give an example. You lied to me that you've never taken flight. And one day without any reason you told me that you've been to Romania. Don't tell me you've taken cruise to go there ( your little lie called Romania )? And can you define something for me? That something is " epic fail "? LOL! Come on, get over yourself already and stop lying. For your information, I am quite good at lying too. How's that?

4. Self-proclaimed

This thing I like the most. I want you to profess any thing you want in front of me and I would wonder and like to see what are the reactions if you notice how bad ass I can be a self-proclaimed person. I can profess so many things! You can ask my housemates if you really want to know. They are annoyed sometimes for hearing I'd been over-the-hill and talk trash. I did it on purpose and reason because they made themselves and proclaimed how good they were. Now, they feel the mamatfaction of me! ( Even though I hate over-the-hill and a self-professed person, I can't run the fact that sometimes I'd love to be like that.). It is just me, the real me!

For me, it has several points why some people acted like that and it depends on the individuals why he or she acts such that. They must have their own points. Maybe they want to get attention or even like me who wants nobody to take my spotlights. LOL. Just kidding. I don't mind if you want to take my spotlight, I really don't. Just take it. I know some of you must be puking to hear I am saying about spotlight because who am I, right? What a self-professed person? HAH!

And about that "mamatfaction", I think it's cool because I want to have my own trademark. Can I get one, please? See, how desperate I am.

Credit image to this

Before I get this entry ended, do you feel the mamatfaction? HAHA! TMTH isn't it? Too much to handle.

See you soon before the greatest month ever, Ramadhan! <3. Salam.