Surat Buat AK

Salam.

Alhamdulillah, I have gone for a long time now since my last post. Since my absolute long absence from blogging world, many fondest times and memories I have had, those that I will forever treasure and be grateful for. The most treasured one is of course, the day that I got married (haha screw those people who think that I'd never get married).

Long story short, I am so excited to announce that we're pregnant! We are so blessed to have been given this rezqi so early at this stage of our marriage. Till this day I stay speechless thinking how I got to marry my university sweetheart and planted the first seed to our family. I am truly blessed! Allah outdid Himself when He gave me my wife and now my first child. I couldn't be more thankful! 

Surat buat AK.

Dear AK, please know that you have your dad and mom here waiting patiently to meet you. Parents that will always love you, and a dad that will annoy you for the rest of your life. 

We struggled a lot. Your mom decided to quit her job, and again, Allah helped dad with a huge amount of increment. We're beyond grateful how things are going these past few months. 

It still feels surreal that we will be joining parenthood next year (parents out there, any parenting hacks are welcomed, haha). Many emotions of happiness running through us. And most importantly, we get to be doing this with each other's side. We can't wait to start this new adventure with you. 

Today, you are entering the third and final trimester. We are beyond grateful and blessed to know that we are chosen to be your parents. I know there's no blueprint to parenthood but we promise you we will give everyting we've got and do the best we can to help you navigate through life.

Speaking about your mom, the bump as you're getting bigger and healthier. Mom is positively enjoying and embracing all the beautiful changes to her body that come with this new journey. Your mom does an amazing job. She's phenomenal! I promise you will love her as much as I do. 

Please stay healthy, child! It is just 12 weeks more. We love you and can't wait to meet you. Xx

WE'RE SO READY!

- Daddy, 16th Dec 2019

P/s: ibu is preparing dinner. I swear I helped a bit 🤭😂

Drafted Post v1: Reuniting w Irfan Roslee

Drafted Post v1: Reuniting with Irfan Roslee after a few years of absence from my extremely good life.

*posting entries in my draft folder* 

"Assalamualaikum

First entry of 2015, yay!

It really has been one year. But it doesn't matter anyway cause I am not a famous blogger. You know, it takes a lot of time updating a blog. See, it literally took me a year.

June, the 5th month of internship. I don't want to talk about this. Internship is just amazing to say the least! 

I received text messages from my long lost friend and we decided to meet one another after a few years of disappearance. We've gone through some stuffs which I'm not particularly proud of. I know those things are a part of growing up process and that's perfectly fine for me. I have missed him, no BS! Last few years, he was one of my best friends. He really helped me in everything, he supported everything I decided to do. He was no judge. Those things made me feel extremely comfortable to befriend with him. He was also one of the guys, those who were important to me.

A month ago, we planned to meet. I was afraid at first because I haven't met him in 3 years. Afraid is really not a suitable word so I would say nervous. I was so nervous because things may not work like they used to 3 years ago. We were really close, everything we did was parallel since the first time I knew him in 2006. I knew the best of him and what I did, he did the same thing too! Like, I used to imagine I performed in front of the crowd whenever I listened to a song and he did that too! Hahaha.. And even when we met last month, we were talking about this and we both laughed our asses off.

I was getting nervous for no reason. He hasn't changed a bit. It amazed me greatly when we could laugh and talk in no time. What can I say about him is that he is real, he is being himself. It is good for us though, because he did say to me on several occasions that I was his best friend before this. I felt the same way too but biasalah dulu too young too dumb to realize! Hahahaha. And even now I still consider him my best friend. I do not know what about him but I get comfortable easily when we hang out."

I didn't get to finish this post but I do have one of my entries which I believe to be almost exactly the same like this. Alhamdulilllah, Irfan kembali sudah dipangkuanku. Xoxo

Rahmat, 3/12/2019.