Ahoy!

I had a fine conversation with my niece just now.
"Nak masuk belajar dah ke, Paksu? Mesti boring kan? Hahahaha"

I replied 
"Nak masuk sekolah kan esok? Mesti seronok kan? Hahahahahahahahaha"

You know what they say, "you get what you give".

Hi, everyone! Assalamualaikum.

Since I have nothing to update, LET'S ASSUME someone will read this post and suggest me good topics so that I can discuss/blab them with you guys and I tell you it should be good topics otherwise I won't do it. And I have to tell you how much I miss blogging. I didn't blog because I had no interesting topics. Even though I should have many like my amazing life, beautiful rides, my diploma studies et cetera. There were some reasons why I couldn't get it posted i.e. I had no photographs to make them valuable and much more fascinating.

One of the main reasons was it really has been a while I didn't read English books, journals, articles, novels so it's a little bit hard for me to write. InsyaAllah I'll try my best to make this blog a new and improved one!

And I have a great thing to share. Wait for it! Here's the clue.

Got it? :)

#PrayForEgypt
Salam.

Bermimpi

First and for most. :) Salam.

I am currently on diet, the same, exact thing I'll be doing for every semester break.

Before I get started, it seems to me that I have to tell you guys something regarding "to". Okay, here goes nothing. After using "to", you have to put the root words, basically. Yes, if you are using right sentences, you can use regardless of "-ing". For example, "I want to eat". It's correct. There's no chance of saying "I want to eating"! And  if you're smart to use "to", you'd get to differ when and how to use it. Example, "I'd kill when it comes to eating". See the difference? If you do, you're good!

Back to my story.

Alhamdulillah. I think the cat is out of the bag. Yes, I have been officially promoted to the Dean's list section.

 I have waited for so long to be on the list at least once. I keep praying and praying and now the time has come. After 5 semesters of hardworking and effort, Alhamdulillah, Allah listened to my doa and granted it. I keep praying five time a day so that I can convey my wishes to Allah. After that, I let Allah do the rest.

One of my goals in life is that I really want make my family proud. And if I can get that, a big part of my life is already a success.

Talk about this, I have always been fascinated to grab the Dean's list. It is a lie if anyone says that they never have wanted it. To make it short, I am glad to have it and I will try harder for the upcoming semester. Alhamdulillah again, this is going to be my last semester. I hope everything is shifting on the right track.

Bermimpi...

I don't know how to express my feelings then without any warning, I personally believe that blog is the best place.

I don't like to grieve myself but I should probably start dreaming the impossibilities. Maybe it will turn out to be reality. As what I have storied above, I know it was impossible for me to grab the Dean's but what the hell? I got it with tons of prayers. Allah listens, trust me! *I know I shouldn't put what the hell over there at the first place.*

So, there are impossible things I have been dreaming lately.

First, I have sent an instant message to Miss Sarah to convince her to remain me in the same class. I also had mentioned that it is not my intention to sure that I will be in Section 1 because the result that I got blaaa.. blaaa.. blaaa.. but at some point, you just have got to go and state what you want if you see it best for your own and future. And lucky me, she seems to give me a green light. Now, my time to convey this wish to Allah.

The main reason, no others as big as this reason is because I hate competitive class. I know you guys may think that competition is good whatsoever but I really am comfortable now to stay in this class. 

She also replied "InsyaAllah, I tak tukar". yahooooooo!

So, I hope it is a success.

Second, this is a larger than life of big impossible too. I plan to go to Australia or UK to continue my studies after I complete my diploma. I told my mother about this, since having a scholarship is a big NO for me. At least you need to score CGPA of 3.4 but it seems to me that I have a slight problem of it. What to do? I suggested to apply for loan like I did for diploma. They (my family) seem okay about it.

Then I came across of thinking that it may cost a lot of money.

They told me "Duit boleh cari. Kau belajar saja". I bawled my eyes out!

They made me strength to go abroad by saying that they cannot send me but will be there when I am about to graduate etc. You know what? That makes me so excited to study abroad. But you know they say that every cloud has a silver lining. And if it is not happening, then I should not give up and continue here in Malaysia. 

Plus, it is not easy. The procedures, examinations must be tough. Like I said, I dream the impossibilities. If it happens, I will go for it. 

By the way, I got the Dean's List by a tiny margin. That is why I don't want it to be exposed to everybody. I know somehow, somewhere, someone MIGHT say this "Alaaaaaaaa, maybe it was a fluke he got the Dean's". Well, I talk and they talk. I do not know, maybe.

Okay, I think it is enough. Till then, Assalamualaikum. See you soon...

P/S : And Siti Aisyah Zainal, please remind me to belanja you anything you want at Komasa. I already made a promise to myself if I get an A for BEL313, I need to belanja you since you helped me printing the articles. You remember, don't you?

I am back and hmmmm..

Salam to all of you.

I have no idea why I am posting this entry. It has been awhile since the day I posted my last entry in March, well 9 months to be exact.

I have nothing to do for now, I want to give my thought about English. Yeah! Puke people, puke all over right now! " Look at him! He tries to show off about something he rather does not competent. Let's cover our ears" Laugh people, LAUGH! Sorry, that's the only thing I wonder whether these people would do when they read my blog.

About last week, Kemahiran Insaniah programme. I adore when the students were participated for the mocking interview held by the facilitators. No, I hate the interview part but I loved listening to their comments especially when they were required to state their comments in English. This really caught my eyes for sure. I'd kill to see how competent they're to ever compare with me   when it comes to speaking in front of the audience.

No offense but hmm.. How am I going to say? I am not saying that I am the best but ahhhh I should give it a rest. I am not trying to condemn or bury you alive but the persons that did a great job were Kak Farah and Raidah. The rest were trying to ...... AHHHHHH! You know what, I really want to slap them across the face and say "Hey you! Wake up! It's not that hard to learn English or even communicate." 

I am going to stop here. I believe whoever reads this will get mad. 

Just Do Not Cross The Line!

Hi and Assalamualaikum.
Wow, it has really been awhile we haven't met each other. Like who cares? No one reads my blog. :/


Happy March, people. :)


Now, back to my title. 


This semester has been a really great Roller Coaster for me. The ups and downs are just well being good and frustrating. There are lots of tickled moments and worst nightmares to be adapted. But, for someone like me, I really have no idea where is the right time to adapt things that I have been through though. This is a thing that I hate the most when I have to think and choose the perfect time. THAT ONE TIME!.


I really want to talk about all the frustrations that I had for this semester. I had a lot, I mean A LOT of frustrations. You guys might think that I shouldn't be posting about this at the first place but it's just too much to handle. 


I would not mention any name or what had happened here and that is my promise. I just want to emphasize what I had this pass weeks or months or whatsoever.


It hurts me when everybody did not want to show at least a little bit of commitment. Was it hard for you so that you would have to sacrifice your life to give me just a small commitment? What hurts more when I was the only one who busted my ass off like hell to think, clarify, find, choose, message, inform, run, everything to get something done? Really people?


I got my mood swing. I even did not talk that much, I did not eat that much, and I did not sleep that much because of thinking about everything. I swear to God, I just prepared for any consequences to come. I even had a backup for anything to come!


Now I'm going to talk some trash. You better listen.


I mean come on! What makes you dominate? Certain people, have their destiny to disrespect me! But the worst of them all is all of you people. You seem to have a short memory, forgetting who I am and what I've done! All of the sacrifices I have made, whether tearing everything out of my knees, whether having blood and tears! But I have been abused every single time by you idiots! All sacrifices I made,I have been inspired and have tried my best to perform.


So, you're going to make my job very easy to forget about all of you people. That would be our last time cooperate in a team. I am sick and tired of being used! Enough is enough. I hate it when I was the only one who cared. 


What inspired me? My housemates. I was so lucky to have friends that can inspire me and be there for me whenever needed. They said that I was too kind. Yeah, literally, I go with them and figuratively, I am still the same. But I've changed now because next semester, I will never let you to be in my team. Ouchh, kinda hurt?


It took years for me to think about this. But there's nothing to bitch about at the moment.

I do not think that I'm giving up.
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS!
I JUST CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE.

Finally!

Hello and Assalamualaikum.


I don't feel like blogging these few days. Huh? I guess you can say "these few months". HEH!


Semester 4 has started about two weeks. As usual, lots of confidence have to be gained as soon as possible to keep me on the track. Classes have gone pretty well too. Just in case you wonder about it or not, who cares? 


PLEASE give me strength, The Almighty.


I feel so fragile and soon to be broken, indeed. 


They might say how fine I am when it comes to making any jokes and making people laugh. One thing never crosses their minds is how hard does it take to cover everything to show that I am okay? Simple. I will never ever try to show sorrows or how miserable my life is. TO THEM.


Rahmat is still Rahmat.
Mamat is still Mamat.
Kebi is still Kebi.


In and out, before and after, start till the end. I'll be forever be this person, as bad ass as I can.


Said, what's the point of sharing something if there's nobody interested to listen?. Especially, problems?. If there is any, they just want to know and listen, but help to solve? Positively zero.


Thanks to my friends who understand me.

Be back about few months. HAH! No, few days. You can count on me, at least now. Or forever not.


Salam. :)

Tempted To Say III

Image credit to this.
Salam and Good Evening.


First thing first, this will be a long entry and please leave if you're not willing to read. That's so simple as you don't have to waste your time. I made posts just for those who wanted to read it.


A distinctive post I might say for this time. I usually update something which does not relate to other post but this time, it does. And guess what? It relates to these posts; Semester 1 and Semester 2. You have read it, right? So, you must know how well it went before this one starts. Let's have it starting, shall we?


Semester 3 has just finished about a week ago. As usual, I will giving my thoughts about my classmates. I hope the one who requested this enjoy as his wish is granted. I have stated that this will long but as a good blogger, I will try my best to abbreviate so that it will not be too boring or whatsoever. I always questioned to myself with this " Will my post suffice readers the most? ". But, who cares about my blog, anyway?


I have been in this class for two consecutive semesters. I never thought of having it consecutively! Every moment had tickled and hurt me in many ways. I believe this is what we call the process of learning. Besides, what conceives something on my mind is I am surrounded with these smart ass people for a whole semester to work, learn, discuss or even be friend with. Well, I guess smart has its own privileges! I'm saying this because a majority of them are Dean's. How about me? I was so close to get it but it's okay because Allah wants me to put more effort for next time, perhaps.


For this semester, I had twenty two awesome classmates. Early of the semester, I was reluctantly afraid comparing I was so scared when I remember about my second semester because for the first time in my life entered the first class. I managed to survive it made me feel that it's all about the feelings. If you know how to overcome the barriers, sure you'll be survived. Nevertheless, stepping into this class has changed the landscape of my life.


Now, let's talk about my classmates, gentlemen first.


I have 7 grown men in the class but they'd never act like what they're supposed to be. Have you ever heard that men take more time to be matured? That's why we had acted like this at the first place. But they are being serious when it comes to studying. It makes me feel like how tremendous that they had magically turned to be great politicians! It just never practically ends. Not to be mentioned that all of them have tasted the Dean's except only me. It seems like my wish is unlikely to be fulfilled; my fond hope to be one. By the way, they are Saiful, Faeiz, Zaidi, Pitek, Afiq and Eizzaz.


Saiful is undoubtedly one of the best students along the way. He is smart and I preferred to ask him anything regarding to cost accounting subject. He just knows how to teach me. That's what I like about this guy. He's not just smart but he has everything. Faeiz, the stupendous guy. I wonder how he could get high carry marks. That shows something to me that he has his own secret weapon. But, he's smart too, no doubt. Next, Zaidi ( love to be called as Don ). He's the one that stuck with me like 24/7. Well, what I can say about this guy is he's too kind, I mean really really kind. If you ask him to help you, he will. He has his own personality; such a mild guy in my humble opinion. Pitek has been my friend for over two semesters now. He'd sit next to me for almost of the classes. Talking to him was never boring as I'd have never had enough topics to talk about. It just never ends. Afiq? How annoying! Sorry bo, just teasing with you. Seriously, I miss to talk to him. I do remember when we were studying for final examinations. We're always neglecting each other when we came to the point of discussing answers. Last, Eizzaz. I really want to apologize. I can't abide with disturbance which means I hate it when somebody bothers me when I'm learning. It's distracting and the reason I apologize is it's my fault sometimes. They bothered me but I didn't realize how the annoyed when I bothered them in the class. Eizzaz is one of a kind, though.


Girls.


Literally 16 flowers, yeah! I love to say that like it or not, I have talked to all of them. Amazing, isn't it? No? Well, you never know how it feels. I just like finding the talkative girls because just in case I'm ashamed to start doing the talking, they will get it started. Since it's a quite big number, I have no idea how am I going to compress it. Let me put it by grouping ( if possible ), or else it will be more complicated.


Aisyah, Kak Farah, AJ and Nisha are smart and powerful girls in my class. They clearly show that girls can prove and kick ass too. They might not be slick as what we see on their appearances but if they have taken their moves, you will be stunned! Maisara and Fa are two best friends. Every time I turned, they'd be together. It was hard to meet them. I even had no time to meet them in the examination hall. The good thing about them is they always asked me whether I am doing good, how damn we miss each other and whatnot. They said that I'm so funny, I take it as compliment, girls. They're caring!


Next, Dede, Iekha, Eeka, Fiqah. Last semester, I've seen the ability of Dede ( the confidence in herself ) talking. This semester, I had fought endlessly with her. If I didn't have enough topics to talk to Pitek, I have enough energy to talk to her. She's a self-professed girl, enough said! Iekha, she helped me through out this semester. I have learned so many things with her. Every time I got caught with troubles especially regarding to examination papers, sure I called and asked questions. Fiqah? Eventhough she's a nice girl, she owes me something. She still owes me a batik cake! And I want it right after Semester 4 is about to start. Alright, Fiqah? I remember something about Eeka. She changed my perceptions when she paved the way how to study. She might not be the best among us but how she implemented to be one is what I like the most about her.


It's hard for me to see Fatin gets bored and fallen asleep. And what happened for this semester is she did it couple of time, with successful. If she bored, everybody knew there's something wrong with the class or lecturers. Nadiah, as usual loves to laugh. Even I didn't know what she's laughing at, I'd laugh too. It's something like a spirit possesses me to laugh. She's cool while Pika Azmi wasn't that cool because I was impressed to see she prepared for final exam. That's just me especially afraid of someone that puts more effort rather than what I think she/he capable of. And so does Sara. Thanks to her for freaking me out. But really, she made notes, asked questions here and there and I hate to say this but both Pika and Sara have strangled me that they put things into perspective. Finally, Zana and Nina. I believe they are best friends. They are lucky to have each other to rely on. Surely, everything will go well to them. And Zana, please stop saying "Meoww!"

Since I wasn't given the pictures, I can't upload more pictures but this one is looking good, kan? I edited it ( HAHA, no! my friend edited it ) That's all folks. The one who requested this post is in this picture. Clue? The same two faces in this picture. 

And this is Miss Hana Halim. My Law lecturer, one of the best lecturers. I want to mention about her in my blog because she's no longer a lecturer at my college. what can I tolerate with her is that she understands youth's world. As a teenager, everything that she did was acceptable. Basically ( word that she used frequently ), she was smart enough to determine and explain the cases that contain a lot of inconvenience.


My housemates and I ratified the words that frequently applied by Miss Hana like basically, by hook or by crook, thank you for attending and etc. Sorry, Miss. We're not trying to upset you but we just noticed it. And sorry for copyrighting your image too. :)


We just want to say thank you for giving us some thoughts about the principle of law. You have done such a great job at lecturing. We feel proud of your success is going to be a lawyer soon and we just hope everything will run perfectly for you. We also want to wish you the best in all future endeavors.


Lastly, I don't know how to say this but let's put it this way, IF I have no chance to be in the same class with you guys for the upcoming semester, I just want to say that this has been a great great great wheel for me. I love to study with you all and our learning environment. Everything is just perfect! Sometimes, I think Dean's class has to be shared with people who deserve it. If Allah wills it, we'll be meeting again soon.


p/s : I don't know what happens to my blog. I mean the gaps between paragraphs look pathetic!
Thanks you for your time. Wooww! I busted my ass to have this post. 
See you soon.
:D

How About This?

Salam. Gosh! It really took me long time to update my blog. Proudly to say that I am back now. It has been about 3 months. Welcome back, Mat.

Well, I feel like writing in Malay today. How's that? HEH!

Mari kita mulakan entri ini. HAHA. *puking*

Exam baru sahaja habis. Jadi, aku baru ingat yang aku dah lama tak update blog aku ni. Nak kata sibuk sangat pun taklah sebab waktu exam tu bukannya aku tak online. Cuma rasa malas nak buka blogger.com ni. Kalau kau nak aku lebih jujur pun boleh. Lepas saja aku ada Twitter akaun ni, masa aku lebih banyak dekat situ bandingkan dengan Facebook. Entahlah. Mungkin lebih seronok untuk tweet setiap masa. Siapa pun tak kisah apa kau nak merapu dekat situ.

Bila masuk topik exam, mesti semua malas nak fikir dah. Sebab apa? Takut? Kita sudah cuba yang terbaik kan? Redha sajalah sekarang ni. Aku pun dah malas nak cerita pasal benda tu lagi. Tapi, aku rasa semester ni lagi susah daripada semester-semester yang lepas. Memang susah atau aku yang main-main sampai tak sedar exam nak muncul. Aduhh, bila lah aku nak merasa kasih dan belai dekan? HAHA..

Masalahnya, kawan kawan semua dah perfect dah. Semuanya future dekan ( even some of them are ) tapi entah lah. Aku tak pandai nak gunakan diorang kot. Dahlah! Yang lepas, lepas lah kan? Nak bising pun dah tak guna lagi.

Wait! Can I stop right there? I feel strange. By the way, I will try my ass off like hell to find pictures so that they can be uploaded soon. Sorry for my friends because I had no chance to meet you guys right after the examination finished. To be honest, I did have chance but I blew it. HAHAHA. I'll be updating about our class soon. Don't worry 
( especially Zaidi who suffers to read it ) because I'll inform you.

Salam. See you on the next post.

:)

Before I get this finished, which one do you prefer the most? English or Malay?